I do everything I can for him. I keep the house clean. I make sure the clothes are washed. I cook. Anytime he, his kids, or his family need anything, I offer to help if I can. Im not being disrespectful to him, myself, or our relationship. All the attention he gives to other females, I wish he could give it to me.
At times when I want to cuddle, he doesn't. At times when I want his attention, he's on Facebook. At times when I want my feet rubbed, he won't do it. He tells me that he's not an affectionate person, but im not asking for this 24\7 just every once in a while.
He wonders why I'm jealous or why I don't fully trust him but he's giving me reason to be. I can post a picture to Facebook and he won't "like" it or will not even acknowledge it but I've seen him like other females pictures every time they post. If I respond to him on Facebook, he'll text me instead like he doesn't want people to know we talk to each other. I don't even think his relationship status says in a relationship. And yeah I know I shouldn't give to much to social media but he's on it all the freaking time. He has over 1000 friends and I'm sure over 900 of them are female.
I started to send messages to the females but I'm not gonna do that. He's the one at fault for acting as if he's single and available. If that was me doing that he'd have a cow. He'll never be able to tell anyone that I have cheated on him because it won't happen. He could talk to every female on Facebook and I still wouldn't cheat.
Just wish he had the level of commitment that I do.